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Somewhere between earth and sky,

breath and stillness,

we remember who we are.

And we come alive to our true nature.

 

In the embrace of community, I help people return to their true rhythm through embodiment practices that restore trust in the wisdom of our body that guides us to the healing pathway of our heart.

Waking up at Joshua Tree in time to see the sun rise on my 51st birthday - Sept 29, 2024.  

I grew up as a free-range kid in a small town in Central NJ, gleefully chasing after hot air balloons that floated above the neighborhood streets on feet stained purple from my beloved mulberry tree in my backyard. In the evenings, my mom would make me stay still long enough to pull ticks off me, and then release me back outside to catch fireflies under moon. Then the summer before middle school, we moved North to the Pocono Mountains where my mom left behind the corporate grind to run a meditation retreat center. Seventy acres of untamed forest and meadow became my new stomping grounds. With no neighborhood kids nearby (or neighborhood for that matter), I made friends with the land—following the beavers’ steady industry along the stream, reading Tolkien stories to the trees, and walking for hours along the rambling stone wall picking Queen Anne’s Lace until I’d hear the distant ring of the cowbell, calling me back for dinner.

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While I grew up slow, the allure of the fast-paced, glossy life called to me in my twenties. After college, I landed my dream job at a public relations agency, managing national media campaigns. I left that world when I was ready to have children, eventually breaking out on my own to open fitness studios and launch stand-up paddleboarding in Annapolis, Maryland. I was burning the candle at both ends, running a business and raising children. But I fell into the belief that I was achieving a healthy life by eating right and staying fit. Then, as I neared mid-life, my body erupted in debilitating rashes from head to toe—itching, stinging, swelling—for two relentless years. My body was on fire from the inside out. 

My brother and me in Granny Graces cherry tree. Bucks County, circa 1979

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Practicing my bird calls. Somewhere in Central NJ,  circa 1978

After countless rounds of steroids from the  dermatologist with no relief, I turned to emotional healing with a therapist. I came to realize that healing was asking something different. Instead of trying harder, my body was asking me to try softer. I learned how to slow down and listen to my body. I began to trust in my wisdom instead of working so hard to prove it. I weaned off my addiction to workaholism and and began to feel into my emotions. I found safety in stillness. I practiced stillness in nature. 

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As I continue to heal from my autoimmune disease, I share my lessons in my yoga classes, guiding students back to their true nature through the medicine of movement, breath, and stillness. Like the trees that drop their leaves in the fall and bloom again in the spring, I teach that healing and growth is cyclical. 

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Beyond the studio, I bring this wisdom into the classroom at Anne Arundel Community College, where I teach Stress, Science, and Well-Being. There, I help my students understand what stress is, how it shapes them, and how—like a river smoothing stone—they can learn to carry it differently, let it soften, and flow through.​​

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But I’m never far from the outdoors. As a newly certified Mindful Outdoor Guide, I’m crafting a season of women’s camping weekends and yoga hikes, guiding others into the wild to remember and reconnect to what their bodies already know in a warm embrace of community. In my own time, I follow the pull of my wild heart —paddling with my outrigger canoe team, riding the surf, carving lines through fresh snow, or simply sitting under my favorite tree listening to the birds greet the day. The earth forever my best companion, I witness reflections of my own consciousness in every wave, every dew drop, every whispering pine, every quiet dawn. 

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The finish line float, after a SUP race on the Chesapeake Bay, 2018

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“You didn’t come into this world.
You came out of this world, like a wave from the ocean."

Alan Watts

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